Saturday night
Katabasis
A terrible hangover
Trying BJJ as spiritual homework
A young, homeless woman
The engineering ring
Each part must love every other part
God creates without effort
My grandmother's funeral
On the appreciation of human beauty
Visiting the food bank
Free time exists in opposition to locked up time
Eulogy for my grandmother's funeral
Alexander and the gymnosophists
There is h0p3
Chat GPT's interview on spirituality
Interview with Chat GPT
Contrarian sensations explored
I have COVID
Two years later, I speak to my gym crush
Thoughts into action
A sacred gift
Eye contact at the beach, redux
Eye contact at the beach
Overriding personal agency
God is watching over us
Sleep deprivation
A failed romance
Beauty and non-duality
Instagram and boredom
A kiss denied
Random thoughts while Diablo III is downloading...
Nina (2006-2022)
Taijitu
The end of this chapter
Mind readers
Niagara Falls
Beauty and utility
Photos from a bike ride
When you encounter obstacles
Family and genes
Heading to Toronto
Leaving Montreal
Two pictures
Looking for serenity
A visit to my grandmother
Speaking to strangers
Magic
A dream about being overwhelmed
On being strange
The funeral is approaching
Shopping lists vs shopping wanderings
A failed escapade
Saying no
Letter from my mother
The experience of beauty
A revealing letter
The seasons
Self-promises
The butler
Accepting praise
A warning issued
Completed and uncompleted work
Watch the movie
Current state
Sacrifice existence in order to exist
Things are not as difficult as before
Dreams
The present moment
Gifts
Break day
Connection and disconnection
Back to the apartment
A weekend break
A raft that is meant to sink
A visit to the doctor
Finding meaning in random events
What I appreciate?
Meditation
Learning to step into conflict
It's time to wake up
A moment of insight
Things I've learned about the dark side of the divine feminine
A dream about coming home
Taking my grandmother to the yoga studio
What is it like to be you?
Endgame decided
After despair, hope
The Curling Club
Stream of despair
Status and dominance
Lightness in darkness
Status update to my family
Navigating towards the pole star
Resist not evil
Inhale, exhale
Opossum playing dead
The stress treadmill
What kind of dog would you be?
You can't please people out of anger
Nightmares and dementia
Dream replicas
What's in it for you
Québécois candidness
Dreams and dementia
My grandfather
Chapter Montreal
Closing well
Peregrinación a la basílica de Guadalupe