I'm sitting at the gate of the Toronto Pearson International Airport. The time to go back to Mexico has come. My aunt asked me if I regretted coming. I tried to be honest in my answer, some mumbled words came out... yes, no, kinda.

I don't feel regret as such, I don't think "I shouldn't have come" anymore. But I still feel I squandered six months of my life for really flimsy insights. Perhaps the way in which I unsquander these months is to put these insights into practice.

There is also a sense of urgency in making good use of my talents. I want to get back to design and programming again. Sentimentally, I'm ready for a relationship. In general, I'm not only ready but eager for change.

I have boarded the plan and will finish writing here. I'm too distracted to be able to write anything insightful. My next step will be spending 10 days in Cancún with friends, since they work from home I'll do the same. I'll also go to yoga and the gym, as usual.

I'm sitting at the gate of the Toronto Pearson International Airport. The time to go back to Mexico has come. My aunt asked me if I regretted coming. I tried to be honest in my answer, some mumbled words came out... yes, no, kinda.

I don't feel regret as such, I don't think "I shouldn't have come" anymore. But I still feel I squandered six months of my life for really flimsy insights. Perhaps the way in which I unsquander these months is to put these insights into practice.

There is also a sense of urgency in making good use of my talents. I want to get back to design and programming again. Sentimentally, I'm ready for a relationship. In general, I'm not only ready but eager for change.

I have boarded the plan and will finish writing here. I'm too distracted to be able to write anything insightful. My next step will be spending 10 days in Cancún with friends, since they work from home I'll do the same. I'll also go to yoga and the gym, as usual.

This is where this chapter ends. I will cease writing at exploration.work for a while, and will come back to my "professional" work log. Surely there will be some personal insights that I will write here, occasionally.

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